I dont feel good at all. Yesterday in the morning I thought I didn’t feel too good because I had been drinking with my friends. Given that my aches and paines have lasted abother day, I don’t think that is the case.
Another thing, I don’t feel too well emotionally. There’s always something wrong. Mostly minor, but I don’t know why. I think I have to give it some time. I think because we see each other too often we don’t have time to miss each other. On my part, I could never get annoyed or tired of seeing or spending time with him. But to be honest, there are times that it feels like he doesn’t truly want to be there. He may not say it, and others may not think it, but it feels like the only reason he does these things is because he thinks he should or because I want him to. That would be thought of as being considerate to most people, but to me, I consider it as taking pity. Its cool to not be with each other for a while. I mean he wasn’t here for a good 9 months of our relationship, so what would the difference be now? Eh. It’s whatever.
